allow yourself to be vulnerable to God. even if it’s hard, even if your eyes get red and puffy, even if it’s incoherent.
your father loves you, He always has, and always will. He knows what’s in your heart, He knows your intentions, and He knows YOU.
you were brought into a world full of love. he gave you this life knowing that you are going to make mistakes, knowing that you might doubt Him, knowing that you could reject Him. and even still, He chooses YOU.
repentance wasn’t God’s backup plan in case we fail and sin, it was his plan knowing that we will.
He knows you. even you reject him, even if you don’t believe, He still loves you. you are the child of God. YES! YOU!
When I hear a compliment my initial reaction is to doubt them.
I cannot tell if they are merely being polite or sincere.
Can I trust a person by their words? Are they being honest or trying to appear nice?
I don’t believe them.
A compliment coming from strangers can be simply a passing thought for them. Out of the short amount of time they’ve known me, they come to this conclusion. Is it true?
A compliment coming from friends can be just their automatic response to being kind and supportive.
I’m so very uncertain about things. I suppose we are not very self-aware most of the time and rely on others to tell us how we act and what type of person we are. I’m not very conscious of what I’m saying most of the time. I can say things deadpan and people might not be aware I don’t really mean it.
Is our opinion truly representative of ourselves? What about aspiring to be a type of person?
I think too much. I’m overwhelmed by these uncertainties but I don’t give too much thought into them. They come and go and bother me for a while.
But it’s not as though I can just bring this up to someone. It takes a certain person at the right time to mull over these broad things with you.
there is a point in your depression where you just give up on getting better but you still won’t kill yourself. you just float around in this state of nothingness and don’t notice anything around you because you’re just so numb and you just don’t want to do anything about it anymore
